It’s been kind of quiet at this blog lately, but there’s good reason for my lack of presence around here. You’ll understand those reasons later in this post. For now, here are two pieces of news I’d like to share.

Parenting News

Me and my teenage son at the lake for a day of family fishing. Yep, I see the hat.

My fifteen year old son and high school jock (football player) has his driving permit. Now, I know this isn’t considered substantial news to others, but it’s substantial news to me. Where did the time fly? It was only yesterday he squirted baby pee in my face when I changed his diaper. Only yesterday when he’d poo in the tub when I gave him a bath. Only yesterday when I had to pry plant leaves from the roof of his mouth because he kept eating the house plants.

Now he’s driving, and his driving is driving me bats! Let’s not even talk about how he’s already hit our garage wall while backing out my car (scratching the bumper and denting the wall). And this could’ve been avoided had he stopped when I yelled, “STOP!” from my position in the passenger seat. But let’s not talk about it. Like I said, my son’s driving is not substantial news for you, but for me it’s a daily headline. Nevertheless, I’ll end here with two words that’ll always rattle a mother’s nerve: Teenage Drivers.

Publishing News

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Here are two more words rattling my nerves: Debut Novel. Yes, you read correctly. My first published novel is releasing in August. For the past several months not only have I been overwhelmingly busy finalizing the book (thus, my blog absence), but also the impending release date has been rattling my nerves. The good kind of rattling, that is (unlike my son’s driving).

This kind of rattling is a courageous blend of excitement and trepidation. Excited because it’s been a long time coming, and FINALLY (yes, FINALLY–it’s about darn time) I’ve made it to this point in my literary career. Trepidation, because it’s new ground to walk on and I know the path can get rocky. However, I’m ready for the peaks and valleys of being a published author. I’m also ready for the favorable and not-so-favorable book reviews that comes along with the territory. I’m ready for these things because I have two secret weapons stashed in my pockets: (1) God to sustain me, and (2) the following quote to ground me.

“There are those who will like me too much and those who will hate me too much, yet I don’t put much stock in either. I know my ‘sense of self’ is balanced between those two extremes. That’s where strength of character and self awareness lies—between the extremes. We have to balance ourselves between the norm and the ab-norm, and realize who we are is not determined by others’ opinions. Nor by who or what they choose to love or hate.” —Demetria Foster Gray

Tune in next week for the official book release announcement. And as Bishop T.D. Jakes says, “Get ready! Get ready! Get ready!”

I’M READY!

Sometimes I get an urge to run. To flee the scenes of my life. To drop all the hats (roles) I wear by the wayside and take off in a mad sprint. But not to go anywhere in particular, just to run off some steam and the excess weight of responsibility.

I woke up this morning wanting to stay hidden under my sheets, but of course my roles quickly found me when my youngest son schmoozed me into making toast, grits and eggs for breakfast (mother), and my husband plunged me into unwanted conversation while he got dressed for work (wife) — he’s a morning talker, I so am not.

So I boo’ed and hissed and took on my roles as wife and mother while anxiously awaiting the exact moment when they all left the building for work and school, and the house fell silent. Yum. I loves me some silence.

Then I came into my home office to put on the hats awaiting me here: client emails, writing tasks, webinars, research, phone calls, online presence, building an author platform, working on manuscripts, nurturing my goals, and not to mention NOT getting to the gym this morning (which is a love/hate relationship of its own).

Needless to say, today I’m just not feeling it. I can’t work up the love for it. I’m in a “blah” funk. But wait, it gets worse. In a few short hours (because the day flies by like lightening) the kids get home from school and the fierce, drag-out, homework fights knock me out like a swift ninja kick. Blam!

Some days you just don’t want to be anything to anybody. Some days you just feel blah.

Running is not an option. Hiding never works. So I suck it up. I make do. I press on. Because the blahness passes over. And also during these times of blahness, or anger, or frustration, I remind myself of these brilliant words from T. D. Jakes: “Never make a permanent decision out of temporary circumstances.”

This, too, shall pass.

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